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Did YOU Hear That Depression Is Caused By A Brain Chemical Imbalance Is Now Being Questioned — Casting Doubts On The Role Of Antidepressants.

by Anura Guruge
on July 21, 2022


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I just want to make sure that YOU heard about it.


Given that the study was done at the ‘University College of London‘ (part of my M.Sc. alma mater) it got more coverage in the U.K. than here. Since I read the U.K. ‘Daily Mail’ (online) multiple times a day, I happened to see it more than once. Hence my motivation to share this with you.

Interesting stuff. If it isn’t caused by a chemical imbalance what else can it be. Interesting. Depression is something I just cannot understand. Totally defeats I. I don’t get it. To me once should be able to to talk yourself out of it. But, then again I am BIG into Brain Meditation.


‘Postinvolgo Depression’ — ‘Postpartum’ That Affects Authors.

by Anura Guruge
on September 25, 2021

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Yes, alas, I suffer from it & I am going through it right now. My latest book, ‘Bold Coast — An Ambling Guide for Seniors‘ is now finally available in (updated) print & ebook. I am done BUT I cannot rejoice, I cannot bask in an afterglow. I am going through postinvolgo depression. Please do NOT feel sorry for I. It is not crippling nor sorrowful. In my case, & I have been through this too many times. It is just a sense of restlessness, disorientation & uneasiness. It is an acute & profound loss of purpose.

In my case it is beyond trivial to fix & the cure is instantaneous & 100% effective. I just got to start working on another book.

But, I am trying not to! For the last five- or six-years, if not more, I have never taken a break from writing a book. Not, thankfully, the same one — different books. Knowing that I will fall foul of postinvolgo I invariably start working on a new book as soon as I send the one I was working on for proofing. Well, I should clarify. I compose the starts of books & chapters in my head. I do that while I drive, amble, eat, etc. So, I am working on two books in my head. That is not unusual. I usually start two books at the same time & see which one grabs my fancy. But, this time around I am determined to take a 4- to 6-week break before I start TYPING the next book. So much other things I have to do. As soon as I start typing I get consumed. It is a curse. But, it could be worse. As far as addictions or obsessions go, it is harmless & inexpensive.


I first learnt of this affliction in 1979. I heard it from ‘Dr. Tom Westerdale‘, the U.S. draft-‘protester’ who was a lecturer in computer science at ‘Birkbeck College‘, ‘University of London‘. Dr. Tom Westerdale was one of the cleverest & kindest humans I have ever had the privilege of knowing. He, though small in stature, was larger than life in every way. He, as I have chronicled in other places, single handedly & for NO personal gain (whatsoever) taught me to write! To say that I am awfully grateful to him does not even go close to expressing how beholden I am to him. Writing, in one way or another, is what defined my adult life & enabled me to live the life I did — & still do. I owe it all, totally, to dear Dr. Westerdale.

Well, in 1979 he was talking about one of his ex-students in the U.S. He had just been talking to him on the phone & said that this student, who had just submitted his Ph.D. thesis, was suffering from postpartum depression. I had yet to write a book or be a parent. I was 26. He, as was his wont, patiently explained it all to me. Dr. Westerdale was, as so often the case, 100% right. So, thanks to him I recognized what the problem was the very first time I encountered it.

Well, IF you are an author I do NOT have to belabor this. You will know. SMILE. We are in the same boat.

If you are not an author, ask one when you get a chance.

I will conclude by stressing that this is NOT serious & the cure is simple.


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